Sometimes i just get ahead of myself. I forgot about the work and just get so involved with trying to find a place to show.
These last 2 month have been about getting my website in functional order. These last 2 years of fortune with two solos at Confluence and disrupting life changes have kept me focused on the basics of maintaining the every day.
The heartbreakers for me have been the possible opportunities I had to back down from. The funny part is that I am not sure if these opportunities were fabricated by my own delusions or vague innuendos of reality.
I am happy to say that the last few years of trying to slow down time and listen to the moment has been really good for me. Diving in to isolation and trying to control my own interpretation of time and control bring me far deeper rewards then any list of exhibitions. I can only be a message in a bottle or one weed that grows in the middle of the freeway on a rock in a infinite universe that offers each of us a limitless galaxy of interpretation and particles for us to witness.